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Post by cawn ♪ on May 9, 2021 0:52:57 GMT
i. relationships
ii. playlist
iii. development plans
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Post by cawn ♪ on May 9, 2021 1:11:14 GMT
Wrenwhisper's Relationships
Leafnose, The Absent MotherI don't know what I did to make you hate me. I never understood as you walked away from the nursery time after time. Yet, maybe it's for the best. I don't hate you, though. I just hope you had a happy life.
Firecall, The Controlling MateMy relief at your death is poisoned with guilt. Just like every memory of our kits at their apprenticeship ceremonies it tainted by your venemous presence. Where did you get lost along the way? Was any of it really worth it?
Sunleap, The First SonYou're come so far my sweet little tom. Despite your health, despite all you've struggled with, you've shone as brightly as the sun you were named after. I am so proud of you.
UNNAMED, The First DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
UNNAMED, The First Exiled SonYou lost your way, and my heart ached to see blood on your claws. Was it really worth it? I will always love you, but I cannot forgive what you've done.
UNNAMED, The Third SonI'll always love you. Remember that.
LYREBITE, The Fourth SonYou fought with honour, and stood proud when the clan needed you. You're the warrior your father could only ever hope to call his own. I'm so proud of you, and will forever hold you close to my heart.
BEETLETHROAT, The Fifth SonI'll always love you. Remember that.
UNNAMED, The Second DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
TIMBERFANG, The Lost Sixth SonYou lost your way, and my heart ached to see blood on your claws. Was it really worth it? I will always love you, but I cannot forgive what you've done.
LYNXFALL, The Third DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
LEAFPOUNCE, The Seventh SonI'll always love you. Remember that.
UNNAMED, The Eighth SonI'll always love you. Remember that.
UNNAMED, The Ninth SonI'll always love you. Remember that.
FLAMEPAW, The Tenth SonYou were gone too soon, taken before you could even taste your warrior name. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry.
UNNAMED, The Fourth DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
CLOUDHEART, The Fifth DaughterStarClan will take care of you, my sweetheart. I love you.
UNNAMED, The Exiled Eleventh SonYou lost your way, and my heart ached to see blood on your claws. Was it really worth it? I will always love you, but I cannot forgive what you've done.
➶lichenstrike , The Protective SonWe have always been close, Lichenstrike, and to see you bloom and grow into yourself has been my greatest joy. I will always be at your side, no matter the time or place.
❈Palefire , The Sixth DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
UNNAMED, Child of the Ninth LitterI'll always love you. Remember that.
UNNAMED, Child of the Ninth LitterI'll always love you. Remember that.
JUNIPERPAW, The Seventh DaughterYou were gone too soon, taken before you could even taste your warrior name. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry.
Nightingalepaw ♡ , The Anxious DaughterMy dear, the world is a scary place, but you are so brave to face it. While your heart is unsteady and your breath struggling, know I'm here to help you learn to breathe.
✨ϐutterflypaw, The Bubbly DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
❝ mothpaw ❞ , The Diligent DaughterI'll always love you. Remember that.
swiftfoot , The Ideal WarriorYou have been as present in my life as my own mate. I look up to you. WindClan needs more warriors who stand tall and proud, who face adversity and constantly work to maintain our way of life. I hope I can meet the same standards you set for my kits some day.
❝ viperstar ❞ , A Cub That Became A LionViperstar, oh Viperstar. It has been a life of ups and downs, and I fear what we have not seen. You have grown, and we have you to thank for our freedom. Yet, you have blood on your clws, and tainting your mind at your own inaction. Was the wait to act worth all those we lost? Yet, I am willing to stand by you. Show us your true heart, Viperstar, and StarClan hope it is nothing like your brother's.
Redelm ♡ , A Caring Paw ReturnedYou were such a troublemaking little kit! It took multiple of us to keep watch. Yet, I have remained find of watching you grow. And now, when I forget to eat, or when my mind twists with self-punishment, you are there as a friendly face. I am so thankful for you, Redelm.
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Post by cawn ♪ on May 9, 2021 1:12:34 GMT
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Post by cawn ♪ on May 9, 2021 1:55:52 GMT
Wrenwhisper's Development Plans
STAGE ONE: Freedom At Last (Current Stage)Firecall is dead. You saw it with your own two eyes. The flood of relief twists with the currents of guilt at such a feeling. Yet, as Viperstar stands over Emberstar's still body, silence befalling them at the realisation of only one life ever being given to the tyrant, the reality of the situation is hard to escape. You curl your tail closer around your kits, drawing them to you. Your final kits.
You never had a chance to set up a nest among the warriors, and you thrive in the thrill of having your dream in your grasp. You can be the warrior you always dream of, and you throw yourself with full force into the duties that await, refusing to acknowledge the truth of how hard it will be.
Your kits are there at your side, and you savour in the time to bond with them outside of the camp.
STAGE TWO: The Uphill Battle You can't ignore it any further. Your whole body aches, your experience is scoffed at. Your age and your skills don't match up and the clan is seeing it. Your kits are supporting you, but your confidence is quivering. You push yourself harder, throwing your whole body into serving others, serving the clan. proving you can do this, that you will do it.
Help comes from an unexpected source. Swiftfoot sees your determination and assist in your retraining. The clan and serving others, of proving and living only for them becomes your own focus. Your relationships with some of your kits crumbles under your paws as your softness fades.
STAGE THREE: A New Definition You're going to kill yourself doing this.
Swiftfoot speaks as you lay in the medicine cat's den. Everything hurts, but you're insisting you're fine. Yet, it's destroying you. You're self destructing under the pressure of proving to everyone who you need to be. Of purely living for others. There's a surprising softness to the deputy that has you offguard. You struggle to understand the message.
I'll ease if you do too.
STAGE FOUR: The True Self It is a long process for old minds, yet slowly, you start to grasp it. You need to live for yourself as much as any rank, any story, any perceieved obligation. Loyalty and dedication are one thing, but a cat is themself outside of duties. You're learning about yourself day by day and, just as much, you're learning about Swiftfoot too.
There's a softness developing in the she-cat in the same way that strength of self is slowly settling into your heart.
Maybe the two are tied.
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